i hate this feeling.

and i hate ppl who give this feeling to me.
.. nevermind.

"Read between the lines
What's fscked up and everything's alright
Check my vital signs
To know I'm still alive and I walk alone"

♥ - ♥ - ♥ - ♥ - ♥
|-|4|`|`Y \/.|)4Y 2 7|-|053 w/ 5|`3(14|_ 50/\/\3-1s

and those who have theirs overseas,
love has no boundaries ^^

and those who have no0ne,
remember you're alive and that
you're not the only one.

~. i walk alone .~

heyy.. does everyone who read this thing know i have a quotes page?... its on the bottom left hand corner k... "QUOTA" links to it. somehow i think i prefer the 5x larger windows document .html to this notepad one.. cos of all the colour and font editing deleted when i transferred it to notepad... sigh... and i even took the trouble to add
to every single line in that notepad file.. i rocks right?

ps if you want proof go view source... got one nice margin of
there. hehe jokeoftheday.

well.. took noi test yesterday... from 3.30pm to 10.30pm.. * yawn * got back at 12.20 manzzZ.
well i got 5th... so im in.. so yay! ^^

but i feel i could have done better.. a lot better.. esp on counting triangles.. where i scored 10/100... sighh.. so i went to analyse possible mistakes.. and those i found were... quite bad.

Count.exe:
my N choose R function made me put a 31! into a maximum 2^32 integer... for those who don't understand... i tried to put a 32 digit number into a memory size suited for a max 10-digit... worst part is... the way to work around it is so simple... the code is shorter than the wrong one!!! gragh..

for (c2=2; c2<(line+1); c2++)
//n!... basically where i end up with the 33!
a= a*c2;
for (c2=2; c2<(line-2); c2++)
//(n-3)! ..
b= b*c2;
c= (a / b) / 6;

for (c1=(line-2); c1<(line+1); c1++)
//n(n-1)(n-2) ... max 32736. -_-"
a= a * c1;
c= a / 6;

Prawn.exe:
...for loop at the end of the program is supposed to pick the n highest variables and subtract them... sounds simple? i thot so too... but my for loop subtracts the highest variable n times!!! w333...

.... could have easily gotten 2nd or 3rd... and about double my score. oh wells reflection over. time for some sleep. ~yeahh~ sleep.

hm. update on my drawings...

haha i can draw eyes that appear to be the same size now...
probably just need more practice..

anyw i realise most manga artists dun draw legs...
even in the full page pictures ppl are usually cut off at just below the waist...
hence i have no idea how to draw legs.. lol..

can more or less draw faces now..
although i still cant show anything other than happy and sad.
not very gd at clothes.. find it very very hard to get the silhouette right, and even harder to make the clothes look like gravity is acting on them.. err nvm if u dun get it.

ps. i have no idea how to draw long hair..

fsck.

ph43r 73h G00g13 5t0ck5 m4n...

nuff said.

*my mousepad*
at first i thought it was just dirt, but when the 'dirt' kept coming back everytime i rubbed it off, and even when i put a piece of cloth to cover it... i realised it might be mold T_T"

so i dettol'd it... now its mold-free! and also 99.9% bacteria free!... i also do not want to touch it...

well.. im very happy that its okay now...
so happy that i decided to blog about it. ^^

converted my quota.html from a 250kb file to a 72 kb file ... so now its bigger! lost all the formatting though... if you want the formatted one... tell me.. i will decide.
with much effort if i might add...

<--- View it Here!!!

"wow i just hung my notepad" - me
"wow you are uber pwnage" - shaman
"how did that happen mah" - shaman
"i used "replace all" ona 250kb file" - me
"wow" - shaman
"you have reached the pinnacle of uber pwnageness" - shaman
"thaanks" - me

"just thought of a method... that will give my finger cramps" - me
"wad? retype?" - shaman
"its called the [Down - Home - CtrlV] method" - me
"omg... you suicidal?" - shaman

"{Left - Down - ` - ReplaceAll} is more ownage than {Down - Home - Ctrl V}" - me

Finished reading /\/\36470ky0 up to the current strip! (thats >800 strips!)

"suddenly" very interested in sketching anime lol... although the only cai2 liao4 i have is the SamuraiX series and Suzuka... the latter being very unsuitable for existing anywhere near sight of my parents... stupid author likes suggestive covers... anyw, dun have a scanner nor camera (yes, i dun even have a cam now) so i guess i wont be showing anything i drew to anyone ^^. I realise i could bring it to school though.. but i shall wait until i can draw without copying wholesale from the comic itself.

ps. Guys are a lot easier to draw!
pps. Clothes are hard to draw, but Eyes are worse!
ppps. Drawing Anime is Phun!

Hm.

*points to self* is a middle middle class child. mmm.

I think that children in our society today are too protected. Pampered and spoilt would be more negative terms to describe this. There is this particular J1 i met in RJ not too long ago, and i can safely say that if he had not gone to RJ he would have gone to the hospital a few times before january ended. His (yes, its not a girl) incredible lack of the ability to phrase his sentences in a way that does not offend is indeed a double-edge sword. That is, if you intend to piss off anyone you speak to. He... seems to be very full of himself. I cant say thats a bad thing, but when he speaks to fellow J1s with such confidence, such lack of any form of respect, its difficult for me to say that thru-train is a good measure.

Well, enough said about that one bad example, I feel that most kids/adolescents are very protected by their parents. Me, being self-proclaimed middle middle class, has not done house work (excluding washing shoes or ironing my own clothes) for about a year now.. basically am not asked to help. How many people you know can say they know how to eat fish stomachs? Currently i cant eat most of it unless i use my hands to pick off the bones. My parents were both in poor families and keep telling me about how their lives were like when they were young, but we still throw away food that we cant finish (if this sounds perfectly normal to you, youre in the same boat as me).

What i'm trying to say is that this protective barrier we have around us might actually have negative effects... its like how, if a [very very rich] kid lives in a very very clean house when he is young, and almost never has to leave the house, the day he finally does he may find that he is allergic to dust, allergic to grass, and end up in a hospital from normal bacteria we face everyday. When we finally leave this protection to strike out on our own, how far can we truly go before we meet something we have never had to face before? Singapore's no guns, no drugs, no pr0n, and all those death penalties; all of which would only amount to a fine in another country. Racial and Religious harmony is such an important aspect of our society that our tolerance towards Race and Religion has become a given; Racist comments (among people who know each other) are easily taken to be jokes. Such is not the case in other countries. With the recent terror events that have shaken the world about (but apparently not Singapore) people are becoming intolerant and untrusting of others of different race or religion.

In the end, how far can we truly go in this world, after being in our protective environment for so long? Only time will tell, if the tenderf337 of Singapore can survive the world outside the Matrix.

bought a razor for $19 today...

well.. i can say i wont be needing to use it for a few weeks hahaha

i used the conventional manual razor blade kind before.. and by comparison,
the braun 350 s*cks. very very badly su*ks.
"maybe i dunno how to use it?" righttt...

My upper lip red liaoz.
{sinjipuah}

got a new phone. nokia 6030

no camera.
no infrared.
no bluetooth.

why did i not pay 30 dollars more and get a phone that has all of the above?

i have no idea...

zzz... i sing very very loudly. other ppl sing.. i sing.. i blk out their sound. completely. quite sure its not proximity to the recorder liao... zzz... not entirely my fault k...

I think next time u ppl go kbox.. i shudnt go. haix.

the only time cheng sang loudly was when i went toilet, i say wtf.
must be i took the mic from him. dun rmber liao. haha... heres proof. ^^

I will.. upload to.. filefront i think. hm. yes i think filefront will handle it better.
clk the filefront link under psing.

edit: finished editing a few. erm. taking requests for censorship now.
gd luck making it through some of them. z0mg. i listened to them all the way thru okay.. except "barbie girl"

2.edit: some of the raw sound files were corrupted. gg. found a cheng solo，情书! but the feedback from ho was imba. cut off the starting part.. so we get about 1 min of cheng and about 2 min of ho. ho ho ho merry xmas...

3.edit: its 12.20 now.. and i can tell u.. its DAMN scary when the corrupted part starts playing... sounds like some alien shet man.. pwnz "The Ring"

TOMORROW WHAT TIME WHERE??????

msn is down.
wow is down.
no longer have a handphone.

i feel cutoff from the rest of the world. at 12.10 am.

i decided to reupload my quotes.. will put the link up soon.

RIcSc camp was nice... very tiring too... i'm too tired to say much now...

~.~ i lost my handphone... more like it got stolen... having a brain that cant remember a thing doesnt help. i think i might have had it under lock and key in the autolab, which would mean the stupid guards check the room for stealable stuff everyday... Bah. or it might have been a sec one who koped it.. some of them are... qian zou. last thing i sent on it was the sms to tell zhihua "ya." lol...

T_T mmm... survived on 3 hrs of sleep in 48 hrs.. didnt sleep at all on the last day, and ate 3 slices of pizza for dinner.. it was a wonder i managed to forgo food up till 10+ when we reached j8...

^^ 24hrs of DotA/CS was gd stuff... esp since we didnt have to stop for courses... haha i was quite surprised that the sec fours play so well... underestimated the challenge i would face in CS... haha daniel sim is pro sniper wor.. and dota was phun too. ppl like chen, krithin and dc learned how to play dota! lol it was quite sian playing with them sometimes.. but v. funny too.

48 hrs lan cost me 288 dollars... expensive sia.

GGxx

stumbled onto this while trying to get a ps vid...

""Putfile Says Goodbye To Singapore

At dawn on December 2nd 2005, Singapore hanged a citizen of Australia, despite a plea for clemency from the United Nations. Whilst Putfile is not a human rights campaigning organization, we believe that if a country must have the death penalty, there is no need for it be barbaric. It is enough of a punishment, and a deterrent, to take someone's life in a painless manner, without having to be barbaric about it. Putfile prefers to not continue to provide our free uploading service to a country that executes prisoners by hanging, a method of execution which can take up to six minutes to painfully execute the victim.

For this reason, we are at this time terminating all service to users from Singapore. We shall be happy to restore service following any positive move from the government of Singapore towards abolition of hanging as an execution method.

Goodbye Singapore,

Putfile.""

He should have known it was capital punishment for bringing drugs here.. we are not like amsterdam, were drugs and other vices are legal. and it wasnt a small amount he brought in. if we were to give clemency to him, what will other traffickers do in the future? Ah wells... putfile is just one of the many organisations putting themselves behind a man who could have condemned hundreds of singaporean lives by bringing in drugs for the sake of money. it is/was a free service anyway, and making it such that ip 165.xx cannot access it would be easy.. at least they bothered to type so much for such a small country. (other countries won't see this message)

w00t!!1!

6 chin-ups!

... just thought you should know.

Been a long time since my last post.. shall fill u in on what ive been up to for mi holss.

havent done any homework... lol.. i guess thats wrong right? i might be rushing stuff after christmas again...

got Wheel Of Time - Knife of Dreams from kenneth.. my read speed maxes out at 30 pages per hour... so.. i havent finished it. spent super long on it already. BTW.. this is the ELEVENTH book in the series. ^^

Got hooked on warcraft 3 RPGs.. find myself on custom games looking for RPGs hosted by americans.. and then spending hours on them.. and if i like them.. i host them myself =D.. and spend even more time on them XP.

Tried to find a WheelOfTime MUD (MUD = Multi-User Domain) so i can play a fun RPG haha,, but the one i played was boring and i found myself playing an old MUD called AardWolf... that had nothing to do with my Wheel Of Time quarry in the first place -_-" i played it for 17 hours...not all at once.. but within 3 days. lol

been trying to find (or rather my brother has been trying) a 'good' WorldOfWarcraft private server.. but to no avail. and by 'good' i mean playable ping/latency below 3000... the best one we found had 2000+ latency, and some questors were buggy... that was all "bearable", except it was in French. -_-"

haha ive been quite fruitless in my holiday exploits... hm. theres a ricsc camp next wk.. but since its a computer science club camp... i will have a computer! =D and its a leisure camp... i will have fun and games! =D i wuv CSC.

disclaimer : the following was typed by a self-proclaimed free-thinker (nontheist) any errors in statements are not intended, and are caused purely by this one person's misconception of other people's belief.

dun sue mi, dun scold mi, dun jail mi, just refrain from being a f*cker. zzz its not worth it... should template this...
Just a few things i thought about in the recent past.

1) I don't understand something. Christians are so friendly (type1: when they are trying to convert you, type2: generally damn nice people, type3: when you are alrdy christian) to people, but they will become similar to JI if u try and defame Him. erm defame is a wrong expression. a better one would be if u are named heretic, they will PWN u. now, this is not what i don't understand... i will try and make it sound simple.

they say:
believer vs. non-believer
= equals since to believe is a choice.
BUT
make ppl believer vs. make ppl non-believer
= saviour vs. heretic
... which ... have different treatments.
[i dun care what u have to say even if u might.]

2) JI owns malaysia?!? what? heard something about how malaysia doesnt want to ban JI cos... the legal side of JI hires a lot of people... I hope this is wrong. ... either way its wrong. =/

3) "It's not that i don't believe in God or that we have no Creator, I just don't believe in Religion." - puddle 2004.
In elaborated form, what i mean is that i do NOT need anyone's instruction for me to decide not to kill people, commit adultery, or steal.

4) Freethinker sounds nicer than nontheist. not sure where this term came to mean the latter, but "Freethought is the practice of attempting to form one's opinions independently of or unlimited by tradition, authority, established belief, preconception, prejudice or any agenda that might compromise the free exercise of thought. It is pertinent both to religious and to non-religious beliefs. Freethought has at times been narrowly described as entailing an anti-religious perspective, but a freethinker would deny such a view on the ground that any constraint necessarily impedes the free exercise of thought. Thought cannot be forced to run in specific channels or to maintain a prescribed point of view if thought is to remain free." - wikipedia. in english, my thoughts and actions are not affected by religion.

5) i forgot what was supposed to be here cos i had to type a disclaimer to prevent gheys from getting angry over a kid's words and send me to jail for blasphemy or try to pwnz me in sch.

i just reflected a lot of light man... or did i just ripple?

"Pk is true => Pk+1 is true"

2in1 BBQ =>
food cooked by self =>
food is <50% cooked =>
not gd for health =>
stomach feels bad =>
diarrhoea =>
diarrhoea =>
diarrhoea =>
diarrhoea =>
diarrhoea.

didnt really feel that bad for the first few...
still playing cs and climbing maps...
felt worse from cs hangover than stomach pains...
mmm next time can we go sakae...
at least i wont be cooking anythin'

p.s. lets not have a class t-shirt.