Army Life. its not so much the physical training thats tough. But when you realise nobody really cares about you it starts to get mental. not sure if im supposed to feel sad that nowadays i look forward to only 3 things - eating, showering, and booking out.

Sometimes i feel that my book outs have not much meaning anymore. I never really spend it doing anything worthwhile. Watching anime, playing CS, all seem very hermitty to me. I feel deprived sia. Only go out with friends 1/4 weekends or so, and it always seems like that all want to go out on the same day at the same times.

Well., im not even sure who bothers to read this blog anymore. guess other people move on too.